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im sixteen years old, and i got taken out of school when i started having mental problems. i still have not had the chance to return to school because im too young to do so myself, and my mother is too drunk to take me. so ive been out on the streets staying at friends houses and staying with my boyfriend.

ive tried billions of times to apply at fast food, grocery, any kind of store just about that will hire a sixteen year old…very willing to work for her money. it may be because im a girl or because im not in school but its getting very difficult to survive.

i already took all of my nice things to Plato's Closet and made all of the money i could make off of selling things. i really hate money and i wish it didn't exist, but there's nothing i can do on my own to stop it. so i need help to think of ways to make money and to be able to keep some as profit.

i live in a complex of skyrise apartment. and alot of ppl with young kids stay in them.

and i am the type of person that never goes out on the weekend. so after 9 on saturday and 7 on sunday im free all night. would it be a good idea to advertise that i can babysit during those free hours for like $25 and 5more for each extra kid

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I feel in pain all the time
i'm over sleeping so i don't have to deal with these emotions
i'm overeating
it's like my fun personality has just disappeared
now i'm this emotional dull wreck
i think of suicide
like i don't mean to think about it's just comes in my head telling me my future ain't bright
i don't go out, i can't socialize with people i don't go out i stay online nearly 12 hours a day and play online avatar games so i don' have to think about my life.
i can't concentrate i'm 16 i suffered from child abuse when i was younger
lonelinesss at school i'd sit in class on my own i got teased so i left school didn't do my exams.
i saw my sister go through an illness it hurt like hell like a peici of my heart was ripped out.
Do i have an anxiousty i can't go outside i feel like everyones staring at me laughing at me i feel like i'm going to take a nervous breakdown
What will end up happening to me if i don't get help?

I am about to file for legal separation and this will involve moving out of the family home. If I leave before this happens I am legally deserting my kids. We have two children, a girl of disney age and a typically grumpy preteen boy I adore them both and I am a really good involved domestic dad, but the marriage is in pieces. We dont fight much, the kids have only seen one fight over the last 6 months but they know things aren't right either. There was unfaithfulness in the marriage on both sides but we both stayed to try to make things work. My wife and I get on mostly and there is even care and affection but she stays out far too much, is still friends with her 'other' and will not meet me half way to change this behavior or go to counseling. I have tried so so much but nothing changes and I've had enough. I am now just so worried about the effect this will have when the bubble bursts for the kids. They have done nothing wrong and they are beautiful little people for whom I would give my life for in a heartbeat. My little princess adores her daddy and I am petrified I will break her little heart and ruin her and my sons young lives. I cry and worry a lot but I know life is too short to be unhappy so I have to proceed. How do I make things as gentle as possible on them?

I am 18 years old (i know i sound young) but i left home at 16 so for the past 2 years i have pratically been an looking after myself and a home. I have been with my boyfriend since then for 2 years now. We are both the same age and he goes to boarding school so i see him maybe for a week/weekend at the end of every month (so not the average 18 yr old couple?) he finishes in july for uni
We are still going strong (apart from petty arguemtns about his mother) and we have talked about maybe getting a place together whilst at uni.
The only problem is – His mother.
She doesnt like the idea and keeps persuading him to stay at home. She says he is ' betraying his family' and his sister cant lose her brother but she wont! Everytime we make plans they have to be cancelled or re-scheduled around her and his younger sister. Fair enough thats his family but everytime i ask him to meet me she says to him 'no you have to spend time with your precious sister or you have to pick her up from school etc etc' On valentines day we didnt hardly do anything as he had to be back 7 the next morning to look after her it is as if she is using her as an excuse for him to stay at home. She has a partner so i dont see why he needs to constantly be there. I over heard a conversation about her not wanting him to move out because his maintenance allowance doesnt stop for another year i didnt tell me boyfriend as i was afraid that he would think i am saying it to cause trouble she has also said to me 'you are only first love it wont last' when he has been away…
If we do eventualy go out or if he stays with me i cant enjoy myself as we have a time limit all of the time and she is calling him. He stayed with me one weekend and she was constantly sending txt msgs saying 'i hope you are ashamed of yourself and guilty for not coming home to your sister when you stay there you have to make it up to us' my boyfriend thinks im not happy or enjoying myself because i dont love him anymore but he doesnt understand when i try to talk to him. It really gets me down. we are 18 and have been together for 2 years i want to start doing things! planning! going on holiday!
I try to talk to him about it but he says im 'competing for attention with his sister' or calls me clingy I dont know what to say without him thinking that because im not!
It was hes idea to move in together now he avoids the subject…If we couldnt then we agreed for me to stay with him at hes uni on weekends but hes mum said they will drive up every weekend for his sister to stay
I dont know what to do is his mother really controlling? why cant we do anything? I dont know what to do i love him and only want him..
Any advice? (thankyou if you have read this far!)

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ok well i always wanted to know the meaning toward this dream…so here goes… i remember waking up in a park. i was in the shade of a huge tree and my friend Elizabeth was there next to me. She kept nagging me to go with her because we were going to be late. i really did not know for what but i followed her. Suddenly i was at a Burger King and i saw her and her boyfriend there. I also saw that Melody was there with her boyfriend. Elizabeth ran to her boyfriend and then told me to go and sit with them. I wanted to but i knew i was going to be left out so i told them i had stuff to do so i left. once outside i saw this community pool and so i decided to go visit and sort of volunteer. so i was inside and i began to walk around and well i saw these kids messing around and playing with a hose. so i go to them but they leave and well they run off to avoid me. so im going to turn off the hose when i bump into a young man. i didn't notice him and once i turned to see him and apologize i stood there looking straight into his eyes (he had some what dark wavy hair, brown almost hazel eyes and he seemed toned) and he did the same. it only took me 3 secs to notice that the hose was still on, so i go to turn it off but i was so nervous about that young man that i couldn't..i know it sounds really stupid but hey it happened..but he came to help me and begin to talk..i cant quite remember what it was but anyways..he then tells me if im hungry and i tell him yes. so he takes me to the Burger King but i stop him and tell him i'm not that hungry and to just go to the park. as we pass by the Bk's window i noticed that my friends saw me and were suprised to see me with a guy this cute. well we went to the park and talked. we decided to lie down on the grass and continue talking but then i decided to stay sitting down and then he hugs me and tells me to stay to not go and then sits down and kisses me…. Thats about it. F.Y.I i have never met this guy ever in my life! i have no idea who he is or anything. I just got this dream and i dont know what it exactly means. i have told people this dream and all they say is oh maybe this guy is real and you'll meet him later on..but i want to be sure…what do you guys believe this dream means? Please help

I'm 17 years old and will be turning 18 this September. I was held back a grade when I was very young, so that now, instead of graduating this year, I am graduating next year. The love of my life has left me, and will be moving away in September for school. I have to wait exactly 1 year and 4 months before I graduate. I am going to the same school as him after that.
He has left me, and yet he tells me he loves me and wants to see me, but it only seems like he does so when he feels like it. I feel that now I have turned into somewhat of a 'booty call' for him, because we are still sexually engaging with one another (I know, it's wrong. I can't seem to stay away from him.), and act as though we are dating, but he seems to be doing so without having to go through any commitment. He refuses to 'date me' again…Either way, I'm very unhappy in my city, I'm very unhappy with school and most of my friends and I hardly talk anymore…Mainly because they're all busy, and I'm extremely depressed. I'm depressed to the point now where I come home from school everyday, not bother with my homework (which is scary, because I am an honours student…Or was…) and then take sleeping pills or gravol to sleep till the next day. I know I should talk to someone, but I don't have the money myself and no one will help me. They want me to fix my problems on my own….
So my idea of fixing everything, is making it go by as fast as possible. What is a good way to make time fly by faster? As fast as it possibly can. I'm looking for a job, not getting one. Does ANYONE have any idea's? What would you do?

My hubby has been working 480 miles away for over 6 weeks now and we've only seen him twice. He got a promotion but in turn, has to stay up there for an extended amount of time. this has been really hard on us. more on me i think. I've been stuck at home with our 1 yr old and no car. i have to rely on my mother for transportation and any support i need. he works in the oilfield, so if he wants time off, he can take as much as he wants, but he can't come back. idk why but thats how they work. our financial situation has been 100% stressful for the past few months and just now is going to straighten out. I'm very young, 18 on Wed. and he was my first love and the man i lost my virginity to. I'm not going to say my age has nothing to do with it, cuz it does. but only with how well i can handle situations. it does not affect how good of a parent or wife i am. cuz i am very good at both of them. i just get overwhelmed sometimes and he's not here to support me. this morning though he had a sex dream about us and texted it to me and i didn't know cuz i had gotten stressed out this morning. everything hits me in bursts and i cant deal with it. so my baby was asleep in her crib in her room and i went into our bedroom and just laid there. and my texts didnt go thru after i found his texts so he got mad at me thinking i was doing something "bad" i.e. cheating. but he later said he was just joking and that if he thought i was cheating he wouldnt be with me. and he asked what i thought of his dream and i wasnt in the mood to sext, so i just said what it was and i guess that pissed him off. and then i had to fix lunch for my baby and me and he again thought i was doing something bad cuz i wasnt texting him. and then he started acting like he never has before. like it wasnt even him. so i asked if he left his phone on charge in the bunk house and if someone else was pretending to be him, but then he blew up about that too saying that everyonce in awhile he has a dream about us and at least it wasnt some other girl like it was another guy in all my dreams, even though he KNOWS i cant help it. so i might have been a bit of a ***** about it all, but more defensive and catty than bitchy. now, age aside, i know its silly but its a dumb thing to get upset about. rudeness aside, what do you think is really going on

First of all, hes younger than me lol, im 19 and hes 18 (and i never love younger guys, they must be over 20 lol).
Well… this all began at my prom when we were dirty dancing together and we were really tipsy. And since that time everytime i walk in the hallway of school and i meet him im very glad i can see him. When i pass by the classroom he usually stays in i start to look around if hes around. Yesterday we decided to pretend hes my boyfriend just to make other guys jealous but then he said they are not here (the people who were suppose to see us together).
So do i have a crush on him? But i never fall in love with younger guys!!! I mean this is not a love obviously. I dont even want to go out with him, i think maybe i would be happy if we made out but i just dont want to be his girlfriend but my heart starts to beat faster and i start to shake when i see him or talk to him lol
Dont say im in love with him, thats impossible, i would say this is kind of a crush or something, what do you think?

Im 22 years old. 3 of my friends and I want to go to Crete in May. We want to go to the most liveliest part for young people.
What part of Crete should we go to?
Can anybody suggest any cheap flights from Dublin to Crete?
And cheap apartments for 4 of us to stay in.

Is it cheap in Crete??